delightFOOL

well said

2012-01-30T00:25:00.001+08:00

They say if he loves you he will come back, but I know if he loved you he had never left you.

remember this?

2012-01-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

yeah for those whoever live in 90's yeah you know it.

chirping

2012-01-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

hi birdys,
looks scary.

kittens

2012-01-29T16:55:00.004+08:00

hai dyna,
hai mebius
hai zero
hai tiga

habib named those kitten with his favorite ultraman's name.

moving on

2012-01-29T16:43:00.003+08:00

when a part of me, which i hope/want/need to be a part of me.
gone. disappear. just like that.
the feelings and hope are not there anymore.
after such a long years. nearly 7 years.

can we say that those things are wasted?
nope.
everything happened for a reason.
i wont whine, i wont.
if it is written in my life that ill be with the person,
by the right time,i will.
if it is not, no matter how long 10 years you in love,
it wont happen.

now with me moving on. hope you are doing that fine too.
im glad i have something else that i need to think/take care off.
distracts me right away.

yeap its a lie if i dont feel a thing. but deep inside i dont want to feel anymore.
move along. life is that short.

habib and his drama

2012-01-29T16:23:00.003+08:00

sleep early, wake up at 3.00a.m
sleep again nearly 5.30a.m when he heard my dad's alarm.
get up at 7.30 a.m and told that he's sleepy,
take a bath and told my mum that he's bored and want to go out.
start the drama when my mum asked him to put on the school clothes,
saying that he don't want to go to school, cause hes sleepy.
and my mum insert other clothes in his backpack told him that after school his dad will take him out.
my mum then persuaded him, turning on the computer and let him watch ultraman on youtube.
then his dad come, and he rush to car.

12.00 my mum called and say something miracle happened. haha
his dad told my mum the time he arrived school habib running to the class,
so habib, there you are finally make us not worried bout you anymore.
we love you yeah, that much.

study smart.

heart

2012-01-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

I know you are not that okay.
Not that well.
But hey u r still alive!
Dont cry over those things.
You better cry asking for forgiveness from Allah over ur sins.

May Allah shows me the right path.

undeclared

2012-01-28T17:16:00.001+08:00

we started with undeclared hence we ended with undeclared too.

fooddd

2012-01-23T16:55:00.001+08:00

Lol. Suddenly i miss this.

habib.

2012-01-23T16:52:00.001+08:00

5 years old habib.

Everyday giving excuses so that he dont have to go to preschool.
Idk. Hes watching hagemaru alot. And those cartoon shows taught kids how to lie. Not good.
Hope he will love his school later.

-kakak.

cooler

2012-01-16T01:26:00.001+08:00

Whenever im mad. Hand me this rainbow ice creamm.
Fav from the past.
Did i mention that im not chocolaty flavored person? Lol. I mean i didnt like chocs ice cream. And until now i dont know why. Just not my type.

Anyway. Vanilla comes first. and this rainbow comes second.
Yeah im judging like a flavor-tester.

insect-ion

2012-01-15T21:48:00.001+08:00

Impress with the quality.

something right

2012-01-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

Never thought that I'd be so inspired
Never thought that I'd find the higher truth
I believed that love was overrated
'Till the moment I found you

Now baby I know I don't deserve
The love you give me
But now I understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right

It's because of you I feel so lifted
I've been looking at my life from higher ground
Never thought that I'd be so elated
You're the one who turned it all around

Now baby, I didn't know myself
Until you changed me
And made me understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right
Oh

And baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me
But I don't really care, cause

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Doing something right (Doing something right)

Doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Must be doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

Can't Lose What You Never Had

2012-01-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

not fear of losing you.
you cant lose what you never had.

thats why.

2012-01-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

You hate texting people first. You feel awkward, annoying & unwanted.

lime.

2012-01-08T17:50:00.001+08:00

Refreshin.
And finally raining.
Need to get out for a while.
My thoughts are messy.

Whenever i feel like need to go somewhere but dont know where to. I will drive and drive and drivin to nowhere.
Just the fact that i really need to get out means 'out but dont know where to go'
Hey ar least ive made my point to get out. Haha!

i need.

2012-01-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

Vacation.
By myself.

silent

2012-01-07T23:21:00.001+08:00

Silent and sleep.

rare

2012-01-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

Kuey tiaw kung fu.
Mostly this is the dish that i love to order. Hehe :D

But tonight i didnt finished the food. Something bothered me.

Hurmmmm.

Why. Why too many bad things happend. Is this a sign?
I dont know if i can be positive enough to face every problems.

Seems impossible.

:(

not mine

2012-01-07T15:59:00.001+08:00

His flavour.
But. Not his fav place to eat.
He dislike every flavour in here.
But he knows that i love to eat here.
So. Yeah. Im that lucky i guess.

Anyway. Ordered quater chicken. But unfortunately forgot to ask for fav part - wing. Realize after they serve me. My extra hot with drumstik? My face like whattt.

But then he offers me to switch the dish. Me like. Okayy ^_^

Hehe!

butthurt.

2012-01-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

habibu.

2012-01-05T00:27:00.001+08:00

Miis him.

puzzle

2012-01-05T00:21:00.001+08:00

belong to Azuin . So that i wont forget the exact order. Lol

traffic

2012-01-05T00:19:00.001+08:00

I love the traffic today.
Love it.
Love.

So hows the new year?
Couldnt br any better.
In the meantime. I think i need somekind of supplements. Getting exhausted with less sleep. Less sleep and less sleep.yeah i mean ittt.

<3

2012-01-05T00:14:00.001+08:00

Dear heart, Please stop getting all up in my business. Your job is to pump blood, that's it. Sincerely, brain.

:)

2012-01-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Baby hannim :D
Took this one like past 4 or 5 months. Didnt know if i already posted at this blog. And if i did. Do consider repost cause of cuteness. :)

it is

2012-01-02T23:57:00.001+08:00

After download retry download retry. Come up with this template. Need to edit some sort of thing but nahh. Later.
Nearly midnight. Still wide awake as result of long nap this evening.
Ill try to sleep early starting tomorrow.(yea right.) School holidays finally over and yeap. Goodluck in superheavy traffic if you late!
Noessssss! :(

used to it

2012-01-02T16:09:00.001+08:00

Isn't it sad when you get hurt so much & you can finally say- "I'm used to it."

test

2012-01-02T13:52:00.002+08:00

Hai 2012. Welcome to my life. Starting this new year with so called life-test. Need to change brakepad, bla bla, and also spotted my front tires got idk pecah dalam? Which def def definitely need to change the tires. So im broke am i?

So.
So.
So macam mane nak simpan duit nak kawennn iniii.

Maybe Allah have a great plan afterall. Redha. Must be hikmah somewere.

bug

2012-01-02T01:29:00.001+08:00

Yes. 2 tickets for us? Charge per head not per car. Oh no no no so not fairrr!

can i have you back?

2012-01-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

Oh.. i need u back. My ideal weight. :(

beat on expert

2012-01-02T01:26:00.001+08:00

Hard like super hard. When a right handed play like shes lefty. Haha!

new year

2012-01-02T01:23:00.001+08:00

New layout. Ehhh? Not done. Still need to get rid of the 'read more' down there. Dislike those.

2012?

2012-01-02T01:21:00.001+08:00

Nvm. I still live in the 90's.

flavour?

2011-12-29T13:20:00.001+08:00

Mine. It is. @nando's
Lunchie for today :)

text

2011-12-28T15:58:00.001+08:00

So i got sms-text from mama. "Senyap jer,ada yang tak kena ke?"

I wish i can say yes. But, i didnt. Maybe mama stalking me thru fb and now as i deactivate my fb maybe she couldnt find my wall. Hihi!

So i replied " xde pape. Ok je :)"

Mum knows best.

with or without wing.

2011-12-28T14:36:00.001+08:00

U cant fly anyway.

pictureless wednesday.

2011-12-28T14:34:00.001+08:00

You cant buy happiness, but you can buy chocolate. And thats kind of the same thing anyway.

s(he)'s br(ok)en

2011-12-28T14:29:00.001+08:00

Honesty will bring you nowhere. In this era.

freaky yet not freak

2011-12-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

Soo who knows. Last minute performance deserve to win. Congrats all.

noooo

2011-12-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

Big failed. Please. No more. My eyes had enough.

-Htc user

applicable?

2011-12-26T23:56:00.001+08:00

Is this? Applicable? Yet if i find (if i did ever find) this kind of guy, meltttinggg. Awwww. (^_^)

Doin such a great sweet things wont hurt ur other half.

But somehow human way too different.

Love tought how to appreciate. But not all of us see that.

kybd

2011-12-26T17:08:00.001+08:00

std kybd.

bff weds

2011-11-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

Congratssssssss to FatenFathi. Wishin both of you happiness ever after. Pictas will be uploaded soon.

koffie

2011-11-28T14:44:00.001+08:00

In love.

chillin

2011-11-11T14:03:00.001+08:00

I need this.
This is osemm.
Osemm is cool.
Cool is greatt.
Greatt iss. Ok whateva.

away.

2011-11-11T13:56:00.001+08:00

Yeah im away.
Away from home.
Away from work.
Away from you.

homies

2011-11-07T23:24:00.004+08:00

back to normal life

2011-11-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

hello.

arrived kepong this morning, at 10 15 am. 4hours journey, yeah, new record. :)
so my swollen face getting better, but im out of painkiller. i cant live without this.
so tomorrow i have to see the doc, i need the meds. the pain drives me crazy. like madness pain.

happy tuesday in one hour!

eid al adha

2011-11-06T08:22:00.002+08:00

Happy eid al adha to all muslim.
While im here at my hometown, terengganu,the celebration of this raya known as greater celebration than eid dul fitri. :)

Oh ya, btw, yesterday i went to dentist since i had toothache. Kinda bad as my face got swollen,and with lips look like a duck. So today i might stay at home going nowhere.

drive like a boss

2011-11-04T19:17:00.001+08:00

New highway - bukit besi

home for raya

2011-11-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

Arrived ganu at 12 noon. The weather is so so. Slightly cloudy in the beginning, followed with shower after that. Been drivin by my own. For 5hours. The traffics are okay. But LPT highway ends at jabur. So the game begin. Yeap jabur is one lane road, with trelers,lorries and the road conditions with so uneven surface of the road .plus hills.plus sharp conners. Yeap nice. Yet the drivin skills start at this point. Haha

Anyway kinda great drivin there. Like seriously. Hehe. Imma good driver trust me.

+ to buy list.

2011-10-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

i need new external hardisk.
like IMMEDIATELY.

argh! my laptop keeps freezing. darn.
low disk space,low disk space

not enough space to download series/movies/ etc. (this is super important)
shoottt.

money where are you i need you.
ha.

partlycloudy.with.thunder.shower

2011-10-30T22:00:00.003+08:00

Just like me. Cloudy moods. Thunder moods. Shower moods. Errr no.

wedding/random

2011-10-30T18:05:00.002+08:00

me no speak. enjoy the picas.

Abang's Engagement

2011-10-30T17:10:00.007+08:00

wooooott, i just cant believed that my only brother already engaged.
too soon. anyway im happy for both of them :)
officially engaged on 24-sep-11

the hantarans' are made by ourself. me.mums.relatives.

the sirih junjung-tempah kat jiran

called kain pasang- batiks ganu made

hantaran for the-ring (without ring)

as usual chocsss

the cupcakes, cute ritee!

so we give them 5 hantarans and they give us 7 in return.
anyway am lookin foward for their weeding next year!

kak sarah, habib :), me, mama, abah,abang

simple life that i need.

2011-10-30T17:05:00.006+08:00

kids' life.

taken i dont remember when,
this is nuha, captured this at the right moment, i didnt ask her to do the pose or whatsoever.
maybe at the right time, sec, etc etc.

anyway, im not gonna edit the photos before publish them,
i have no time for this time being.
not that busy, just lazy.

that's when ill stop loving you.

2011-10-30T16:59:00.003+08:00

a broken heart is scared to be broken again.
thats when.

anyway just a simple quote from nsync.
simple but deeper,

yet im thinkin all the super sweet love words from songslyrics is not applicable in real life.
in super sweet movies, yes,
still not applicable in real life.

im searching for someone who can be supersweet like that. like searchin rite now. hahaha

droid

2011-10-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

So i fall asleep for 15minutes. Now wm widely awake and hurm. Sad.

Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

do we have potluck again?

2011-10-23T11:18:00.002+08:00

background music : do we rock? do we rock? do we rock? do we rock? - by point break.

ohhh shiat potluck is back with new PIC hahahaha.
so enni maini maini more. what will i bring for potluck tumorow?

camera.

mr.know it all

2011-10-23T10:55:00.001+08:00

hai mr know it all.
hope you are enjoying this, i even give you the lyrics.

"Mr. Know It All"

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it, ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow

[Chorus:]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

[Chorus:]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

[Bridge:]
So what you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see yeah...

[Chorus:]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

ladies ang gentelmang.

2011-10-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

hellow yeah im beck.

been goin nowhere/somewhere for about more than one month i guess,
but yeah whos the hell care,
annnyyywayyyyy, a quick updates.
been dreamin bout certain stuff and alhamdulilah i manage to have them now.
strikingouts those wanted stuff out of my list. :)
but yeah i still have more, so still have to work hard yeh!

so whishing u guys havin a greet weekend whenever u r. (err today is sunday but still consider weekends rite) except whoever in ganu.kedah,kelate.

up up and awayyy!
happy i am. happy me. hehe :)

late for sahur

2011-08-08T05:14:00.005+08:00

i have no idea how can i get up by myself today-its like struck by electric shock and force to get up straight at that moment,and with dull lights from outside i tried to read the clock on the wall.darn, too dark i cant see any number, so i turned on the bathroom light and WHAT? nearly to 5 30, WHY on earth they didnt wake me up so sahur. and shoot i forgot to turn on my alarm again. *sigh*

by fast calculation,about 12 minutes left before imsak, dang, i should drink something, in my mind- plain water. so i grabbed the adidas bottle on the table and rush to downstairs.

so i saw my cousin having his chicken chop at the dining and when i passed him, i saw my aunt near the stove like she cooking something. and when i asked her, she said that she want to make nasi goreng pataya for us, me, my brother and the other cousin(her 2nd son). clouds-on-my-thought- wah, 10 minutes left and we have to eat nasi goreng? pataya lak tuh sempat ke nih.

so i tell her that i want to help, she asked me to take out the eggs from the frigde, at this moment i doubt that we could not make it. my bro and the other cousin still in their bed. and i ask my aunty, "sempat tak ni nak buat pattaya, lagi 5 minit je nak imsak" and she look at the watch and say " baru pukul empat setengah kan? "

oh shooot, i got pwned by myself.

thats why nobody wakin me up,
thats why i didnt hear my phone alarm.
thats why my aunt sempat lagi nak buat pattaya.

baru 4 30 pagi ok.

pwned.

the moral of the story, when i owned a home, only digital watch will exist in it.
i get confuse with the not-enough-number on the watch 12,3,6,9. too confuse to read when panic-attack,and resulting this, called humiliation to myself. HAHA

monday blues

2011-08-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

thiz is lazyness

homemade chicken chop

2011-08-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

so today i learn how to make chicken chop from my aunty.
hehehe

chicken chop with black pepper sauce.
ehem!

ketams ketams ketams

2011-08-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

break-fast for last thursday,

ketams. yes i called my mum every 5 minutes askin her this and that.
anyway, what an achievement! haha!

-my abg cakap dah bulih kawen, so maybe sedap la kan. hahahaha!

another

2011-08-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

another personal record.

haha

haha

haha

haha

haha

screaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm!

im not born to cook

2011-08-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

YES!

big failure today.

so ive been dragging myself to try this recipe from my ex colleague. Shes kinda superb as she loves baking and stuff. haa. me? haha, its not that i haven't been in kitchen makin stuff and so on. just so you know im not that familiar with cook-ing things on my own. normally my mum will lead me what should i do about this and that.

being far away from home didnt teach me how to cook well. haha, i stayed with my aunt now,but im so not comfortable to use her kitchen yet hell yeah like i know how to cook right?

anyway, during this fasting month as im the only girl (only me and my aunt - women in this house) that come home early, so my aunt ask me to prepare lauk for break-fast. Which i have to cook as she'll be back late everyday.

and yeah,everyday i call my mum asking her this those that how what can cannot . today is the 3rd day. and my cook kinda nice UNTIL

i decided to try make this so called triffle.

so my first time in my whole life which kinda stupid to try this by myself, with zero knowledge bout the cook stuff like custard bla bla bla and so on.
things going pretty well at first. then when i boil the evaporated milk mixed with water , i left them on the stove. hahaha then i never expect to experiencing volcanic eruptions with my naked eye .

this is bad. i wasted half of the milk and im lost, i dont know how to assume after i lost them. the quantity/measure of the ingredients are way different now.
LOST. and yes proceed with what had been written on the print paper. continue.
the jelly is slushy,so do the custard and the taste was so fukken BAD.

so i failed. and hell no im not gonna try again. im not born to cook dessert stuff. next time just go buy nearby. bye. save energy save time.

dillema after sahur

2011-08-03T06:06:00.002+08:00

should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?
should i cont sleep?
should i not?

should i cont sleep?
should i zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................

real game ever

2011-08-03T06:03:00.003+08:00

too bad. ha.

feeling sick

2011-08-03T05:53:00.002+08:00

2 activefast before went to bed
2 more after sahur.

fever please please please go away.

dislike

2011-08-02T21:43:00.012+08:00

i hate durians
cant even stand the smell.

and now this house with durian's fragrance for nearly 4 days.
nice.

im searching for fresh air, but still,with these window wide open,no sign of fresh air, only durians' air.

feels like im out of oxygen.

and durians lover would say " hek eleh bajet amerika la tak makan durian"

"tak la, bajet ganu jer"

whats cat's tails tells you

2011-08-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

2nd attempt

2011-08-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

comment : not salty enough

sore throat

2011-08-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

nearly 3 days experiencing this,
common illness during fasting.

"sesungguhnya penyakit itu penghapus dosa"

sigh

2011-08-02T20:25:00.002+08:00

frustrated and heartache and lost\

i shouldnt trust someone with mulut longkang

end-

4 am sahur

2011-08-01T05:25:00.003+08:00

my first sahur at kepong,
4 am sahur

tiz iz culture shock.

labels

2011-07-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

dang i should put labels for the past 3 years,
what a waste.
am not going to labels them all.
468 posts, to to to to tooo many.

byep.

humang braing minus g

2011-07-31T22:58:00.001+08:00

thiz iz real

no choice

2011-07-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

hey hey

its been a while im not updating unwantedelightfool.
thats why i named it unwanted. oh poor blog.
sorry for that anyway.

quick update:

life:so-so, still many thing to achieve at this particular time.

action: patient ?

even-though that is so not me,
but i have no choice,
none.

Welcoming Ramadhan al mubarak

2011-07-31T22:24:00.003+08:00

May this Ramadhan is better than the previous. Insyaallah :)

2:11

2011-07-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

so who ever says tears make you easy to fall asleep thats BULLSHIT! ive tried for 3days but none of them work.

who do you think you are.

2011-07-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

judge a book by its cover as judge a person from outside.

hows inside?

yet its not as what i thought.
thanks for doing things behind my back.

and make me realize,
you are not the person i think who you are.

sad and heartless.
hurm.
enough for today.

night.

as you wish

2011-07-04T00:42:00.004+08:00

Sometimes,i try to sleep again because i want to see the end of my dream,

no no no, not when having nightmare.
i cant even sleep after that moment.
then, when you search for ur phone and realize that you still in sleepin-hours and you have to sleep as tomorrow is ur working day. but as hard as you tried, u cant fall asleep!
ok thats scary, even for me.
nice!

so i rather sleep late wishing im not gonna wake up in themiddle of the night.
haha!

crush.

2011-07-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

ihaveacrushonyou!

would it be super nice if i got this from whoever-you-are,

hey you!
im waiting for you.

def def definitely
:)

let it go

2011-07-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

yet ill be counting how many hours left to sleep.
12:30 am.

who cares if tomorrow is Monday? i dont.
working life is great, at least you have something to do, rather than sitting on ur lazy ass at home.
it will become super great to distract you from your mess.
yeah, right now my life kinda messy. but anyway life goes on.

you-gotta-do-what-you-gotta-do

lets enjoy our life, soon you'll have something to remember about ur past life.
no matter how good or bad things had happened, still at this particular time, there you are, still alive!

kudos to my heart.

his / hers

2011-07-03T12:25:00.002+08:00

i wish

White Horse

2011-07-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

"White Horse"

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus:]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus:]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

90's

2011-06-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

all about them,
the songs
the bands
the lyrics
the dance,
the videos,

all of them bring back memories.
childhood memories, yet at those time all that we do, is just having fun, enjoying life, sing along. dance together, no stress, no workload, no, nothing.

thats why, i love livin in the past.
my present is not happening as my past time.

but anyway, still, life goes on.

same day all day, work work work.
but i wont forget my past.
my 90's. the cure for my heart.

12:22am.

up

2011-06-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

the title is up but im down.

still searchin my own life.

am doing this rite now

2011-06-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

dem.

stress

2011-05-29T03:55:00.001+08:00

toy store

2011-05-29T03:39:00.003+08:00

the must stopped store.
gifts for my little cute cousins.

but, whenever im there,

kgs

2011-05-29T03:19:00.003+08:00

3:20 in the morning,
kinda late, it is.
yet i still cant sleep,

have you ever angry, mad, frustrated, stress bout certain things?
and those things make u suffocated,hard to breath.

thats me.

despite the real reason,
i really need something to distract me, but having this so called insomnia at this particular time, makes me hungry,as lately ive been skipping dinner cause im starting feeling conscious bout my weight.

i think im 45kgs again. but

time

2011-05-29T03:17:00.001+08:00

for the last goodbye,

hint.

2011-03-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

got it?

rock.

2011-03-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

no.

jar of hearts

2011-03-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

free

2011-03-14T22:47:00.004+08:00

free.

want to talk bout free?

but im not free.I am attached to invisible string.
which,responsibility.
eh do i have responsibility?
yes, as slave to Allah, as daughter, as friend, as girlfriend,as BFF, as employee, as whatever i am to whoever.

why ?

2011-03-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

why so serious?
causeimmaveryseriousperson.
tq.